Entry: Back again Jan 1, 2004



I wrote these last night 'cause I had a thought and yeah...he just won't go away.

.01.
You came back again
Here I am scramblin'
Tryin' to find something to hold onto
'Cause I stopped
My fall has ended
But what do I do?
How do I lose this anger, this fear?

No, don't smile at me
I don't need to let go
Just need to hold on
Tell you what I'm thinkin'
But I can't
I'm afraid of you

Expectations
Want what you want when you want it
But what about me?
No more you
Need to get rid of these feelings
But somewhere in our mess
I think you took my heart

I feel so cold
So broken and so bruised
I ask how could you
It's just no use
I think I love you too


.02.
He always says the right thing
Knows what makes her smile
Knows what makes her mad
Uses his charm
Turns her mind against her heart
He knows he's bad for her
Can't really help it though
They've always been more than just friends

So he'll keep tellin' her
He wants, needs, misses her
Hey how have you been?
It's been awhile
Why don't you come and see me?
And she starts to believe he really cares

She's been hurt more than a time or two
Falls for his words
But somewhere she thinks it's not real
His honestly is too much
He has something planned
But for now she'll listen
And trust he really cares
Believe he's worth her time
'Cause there is no rush
It's never been just a crush

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   1 comments

melisa
February 17, 2004   10:52 AM PST
 
im feelings all the words that you've written. it has touched me because it all relates back to me. what can you do when you can't block them out of your mind when you know that you can't be friends because he'll always be something more to you.

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